Kisame vs. Bee fight was cool but ended horribly too soon. I guess Kishimoto wants to end this arc and begin the next one quickly...

I find it strange that even Kishimoto forgot that Itachi gave Naruto Tsukiyomi, just like how he gave Sasuke Amaterasu. Maybe it will show up if Madara tries to use genjutsu on Naruto...

Sakura wanting to kill Sasuke herself is understandable. She's becoming an adult and making adult decisions. Naruto, however, is still a stubborn spirit. He still wants to save Sasuke, but I think he will think about it, and make an adult decision to kill Sasuke with Sakura.

If anyone can make sense to Naruto, it's Gaara, because they have an unbreakable bond.

I'm excited, it's the beginning of the end. And now Kakashi is the real 6th Hokage! Sweet.

Don't flatter yourself. You're an embarrassment.

I can't stand Obama's sweet-talking bullshit. Just fucking get to the point and tell me if you're going to repeal the marriage rights act, and let me marry a woman you fucking prick!

"Anything bad that happens at whatever point in your life can be upsetting, however you shouldn't dwell on it to a point of extremity. Living in conflict is a hard thing to do, especially when you have time to still be a kid. You need to take whatever problem is happening at the moment and learn from it, instead of feeling bad about it, and it will shape you into a kinder person.

Everything that happened to me when I was younger was terrifying and hurtful... but I have grown into a better person because I finally hit a point where I was tired of being nothing but depressed all the time. You only have a short amount of time in this realm, so you might as well spend it being happy. I don't think I'm all that mature yet, I've a ways to go; But I wouldn't honestly go back in time and change any of it, or try to prevent any of it from happening, because I am here today thanks to those experiences (no matter how much they made me want to die or sit and rot.)

My problem was that I was hanging out with people who were far too older than me. But now that I'm beginning to grow to the age they were when I was around 15, I can understand the view-point of where they're coming from, having several friends that are younger than me, and now beginning to hang out with people who are only about a year or so older than me.

I'm happy with the way things are at the moment. And if it is because of everything that happened in the past, I would overlook the opportunity to prevent anything from happening."

It looks like my pelvis!

You know what? Fuck standardized religion bullshit.

My parents tell me to thank god for everything and anything, and to pray for things, like for the sick or some shit-hockey like that. Well, fuck, folks. If you want something done, you need to do it your damned self. You can't rely on an intangible being to help you ace that math test you forgot to fucking study for, you selfish little prick. You need to do it yourself.

God, in my opinion, is in every one of us. We all have our own religious limits. We created gods and religion because we had lost touch with ourselves, and needed to basically give a reason for people to care about others. I believe that there could be possibly some higher existence, or some plane of existence in another dimension where time and space are infinite and the laws of our world disappear. If that's what YOU want to call heaven, go ahead. I call it enlightenment.

You see, I believe that when you die you go through a period of assessment. Basically you look back on your physical life, your emotional life, and your spiritual life, and you grow through your knowledge, and are finally either able to pass on to a spiritual realm where time and space have no meaning, or try to make things right by trying over again [basically reincarnation].

Sound crazy?

WELL EVERY fucking religion sounds crazy when you break the whole thing down.

WHATEVER created this universe, or if it created itself, it is here for us to use and explore, and it is not OUR right to drill thoughts into the heads and minds of people in order to show basically "MY RELIGION has more followers, therefore, I am better than you."

I say fuck it. Fuck that shit. I'll believe what I want to believe. I think I have a limit in my human body, yes, but in my spiritual body, if I can become one with myself again, then I can become one with the world.

You need to fucking love yourselves before you can love anyone else, you sick fuckos.

I hate humanity. I hate our thought process. I wish I could rise above the rest and show them all their petty ignorance. We fight national wars because we can't settle an argument by talking. We fight personal battles with every other human because we are so SELFISH and INWARDLY devoted to getting things for US, OURSELVES. And it's basically a constant battle, of I have this, and you don't.

The world is full of children, adult or not. Nobody but the greats could understand. We reject the teachings of great minds such as Buddha, Aristotle, Plato, Socrates, Sun Tzu, Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King Jr, etcetera, because we find their beliefs to be un-civilized, and 'no longer useful in a modern world'. But I bet you a million fucking dollars that if every single fucking person in this world would take a look at the suffering they have put their brothers and sisters, ancestors, and they will put their future descendants through... I bet the world would finally be united through peace.

People helping each other, hand in hand, side by side, working to make the world a better place and better understand our feelings and emotions, instead of being stingy and greedy, selfish, prideful, lustful, etcetera.

Humanity makes me want to vomit up blood and rot in a corner in my room.

That's my little rant for the day. I'm beat.

Why does Arkansas exist?

I swear to god the people and things here are all mentally retarded.

Even the flies are stupid. The flies in Kansas will dart around and try to get away from you, but these flies will fly right past you very slowly. It's like they're begging to be squished. I've killed about 4 today.

I'm here for another 4 days.

Going to Little Rock tomorrow, Horseback Riding Wednesday, Fishing on Thursday, and on Friday I'm... I don't know what I'm going to do. Hopefully kill myself from lack of things to do here.

We are seriously in the middle of nowhere... It's called Fairfield Bay, AR.

Please someone rescue me. ;_;

My friend Nathyn (the gay guy I'm getting married to) is moving back to Florida. It's okay because I know I'll see him again eventually, maybe October... But it's just too fucking far away. He's going to cut my hair in a few minutes... but I'm going to miss him terribly.

I love him, and even with all the problems he has, I don't care. He's such a good friend, and he even said that the only person from Wichita he's going to miss is me. He says he loves hanging out with me, and partying with me...

We're going to get married for tax purposes, and he's going to live with me and we're going to have a house just full of stripper poles and party rooms and a wet bar... It'll be super fantastically fun. I just... I'm going to miss seeing him and hearing his fabulous voice.

I should be working on his tattoo but I don't feel like doing it right now. Too depressed that I'm losing another friend that I feel like I've known for years.

Why are people from Florida so cool? Why god? Why?

So I actually have no idea what Vienna or Keij mean in whatever language it came from.

I actually searched around for a translator with multi-lingual translators and this was the result:

Finnish: Vienna = Mild; Keij = Potty
Dutch: Vienna = Wenen(?)
Spanish (European): Vienna = Seeing


So I guess the only accurate translation is Mild Potty.

...What?

1. My left eye can see cool colors better, and my right eye can see warm colors better.

2. I used to have a sick obsession with Digimon and Pokemon.

3. I'm getting married to my gay friend eventually. He told me we would. :D

4. I actually have no preference for my sexual attractions. It's just whoever turns me on.

5. I have smoked weed on school premises.

6. The only time I got into a wreck was because I was texting while driving. I hit a power pole.

7. Drugs are amazing and actually make me understand the world better, and a lot calmer and friendlier. However, I have holes in my brain from doing Ecstasy too much.

8. I was bullied in school by other kids, but I was basically asking for it for being a noob at life.

9. I'm actually a shop-a-holic. I like it, I just don't like it when I'm with anyone else.

10. I'm very loud and obnoxious over the Internet, but when you take the computer screen away I'm actually very shy and relaxed.

I've been jogging a lot lately, but I've been dreading hitting the scales. Until today.

130 was my goal set back in May. In may I weighed 145 - 150.

Today the scales read 130.

:000000

I just got back from QuikTrip and there was this dude there.

He told me to call his phone because he had lost it in his car. I did and he found it.

I started to walk away but he yelled at me to wait. "Do you want to come home with me?"

He forced me into a kiss and now he has my number and is expecting me to hang out with him tomorrow to "freak", as he put it.

Creepy. I feel very creeped out and disgusted.

grossssssssssssssssssss